I have traveled extensively,  it started out when I was in the Air Force.  I was the “grandfather”, or whatever you'd call it – of the drone program.  I mean, I played golf with presidents, with Jerry Ford and whatnot, and I certainly have met the older Bush and younger Bush and Reagan a couple of times.  I've been in the White House.  I've been up and down the Pentagon, all levels.  And I've also worked extensively with the CIA.

Eleven years ago was my surgery, to this date almost.  Eleven years ago, so I started hormones 12-plus years ago.  And I really have been in the cross-dressing business or the transgender business since I was probably 4 or 5 years old.  I mean, I've got that history.  But I didn't know some of that history until I tracked back later in life, when I saw this more obviously in front of me.  I said, "Oh, my god, this is what I was doing when I was 4 years old and 5 years old and 6," and of course, it all fits into a channel.  But in that day- I'm talking about being born in 1930- that was the Great Depression.  There were no words for any of this.  Except that I think my mother knew, because when I asked her to teach me to knit, she did, and she'd teach me some other things that I asked if I could do, like cross-stitch and whatnot.  So all the basic clues were there all the way along.

I think people talk in either/or terms, right?  Before transition and after…but to me it’s really development.  I feel it's been a remarkable thing to have happened to a person.  I'm proud of both lives.  I'm proud of both me’s, if you see what I'm saying.  And I feel it's been a remarkable thing to have happened to a person.  You can't just become a woman with a knife or a pill or anything like that.  It takes a whole combination in a sequence, in a formation.  You've got this time span.  It's a learning experience.  It's a little bit of everything.  It's what I call going through the internship phase, stumbling through the adolescent phase, then going through the maturity phase. 

I have gone through the dating routine.  That was my internship.  So I had to get through the Internet, go out and stumble on with it and flirt, and I got pretty good at it.  I kinda worked at it.  I'm not bad with words.  And I could play peek-a-boo on Skype.  Then I finally picked up Frank.  I kidnapped him from the local bar up here one afternoon, an ex-Marine.  And we dated for a long time.  Finally one day, it was so nice that Sunday morning with our head on the pillows,  I said, "Oh, I got something to tell you..." And after I told him he says, "You're better than any woman I've ever met.  Now, come on, Bobbi, we can drop that."  Didn't care a damn.   Where I live now, I think some people know for sure who I am and don't really care.  But I also don't have it written on my forehead.  So there are those that don't.  They just take me as another old lady, a nice old lady.